No!

Eyes. Staring. Blinking. Still.
Repeat the cycle. Try to stay calm.
Standing. Numb. Breathless. Distraught.
You're leaving me? But why?

Welling. Filling. Swelling, Eyes.
I'm trying to fight my tears hard.
Weeping. Sobbing. Wailing inner voice,
wants you to know i'm hurting.

Stern.Stubborn. Foolish pride.
Let me grieve in front of him.
Anger. Rage. Bitter hands,
Grasp at his lapels and beg him
Don't go.

mon seoul desir.... ( to my soul's desire)

You have brought untold feelings of joy.
I bask in your incandescent light.
I glow from the radiance you project,
My eyes light up when you are near.My heart sings so loudly I smile.
You have given me a sense of purpose,
Within your arms, I am, I belong.
Words can only tell you so little.
My love for you, not even the universe could hold.
Thank you for being in my life.
Thank you for being just you.
You are mon Seoul's desir
My soul's desire.
And I love you.


notes: i cannot find the French spelling grammar on the computer and probably have the female/male parts wrong too! but i got the phrase from the Lady and the Unicorn so this is why its written like this as the character is male. 

Angry!

A rage is in full swing.
No-one would be wise to speak to me!
Getting wilder and wilder by the minute.
Reaching my red zone.
You have really pissed me off!

The swamp

The roots of the flax,
Sink deep in the bog.
The quagmire, the swamp.
A pitiful shrub,
In a festering pool of...
Mud, shit and death.
The smell of rotten fungi,
Clings to the putrid air
The atmosphere, the stench.
This dank dark place,
Reflects my mood.
My foul, evil mood.
Don't enter unless you dare.
To face your own fate.
If i chose to take you
I will spit you out
or like a sinkhole
Swallow you whole

Jealousy

  A swirling black mess,
     consumes my mind.

My heart and eyes turn green,
             like acid

My blood turns toxic in my veins,
              as it poisons me.

I am sick to my stomach
            as my mind plays tricks.

Past is past. A time gone
             But why must it still affect?

This monster consumes me,
            Takes me.

And fills me with sickened hatred
          upon myself.

Blessing to my unborn baby

May the light always shine,
In the darkest of places.
May the good in humanity,
be within all the faces.
May you find strength,
In times when you feel weak
May you find grace,
When surroundings are bleak
May you always be loved,
by  the depths of their hearts
May your journey be fruitful,
Even when we're apart.
May you always know,
The extent of which i love you
May you always  find kindness,
And to your self be true.

Issues and Debates

I hear the world is driven by,
Nuclear power not the wind turbine.
We try to be "resourceful" but we fail.
Hear mother earth weep with our betrayal.
You blame the money but still you receive
We're still none the wiser and naive.
If we open our eyes we will see
A world of greed and misery.

I hear the world is in desperate need,
So many live in poverty.
We try to be giving but yet we take
Greed is our vice, our human mistake.
We have all the food to feed the world,
But we claim its not enough to round.
We want to believe but question religion
we prove our existence with science and precision.

What is this world coming to?